For starters, it has come to my attention that I may not be able to live the way I want to. At the very least, not anytime soon. A dramatic thing to say, yeah...but it may be true. It's funny; last time I said anything relating to such depressing topics, I said that things didn't look as ruined and impossible. Yet once again, it's right back to being...impossible and ruined...
Every time I try to be positive, something happens...
There's a strain in my personal life that threatens to overwhelm it, right now. My current living status, the threat of unemployment looming deathly overhead, my uncertain future, and my being in general has worsen my depression, with my mentality along with it...
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...Well, in any case, I do have an upcoming interview at a university nearby, but it is only a temporary job until May. Might move during that month, so it's perfect, really...
As far as good news, this is the year of the 10th anniversary of Project DV, my life project!
I plan to focus on it, at least a little bit more than usual, this year. It is a very important year, after all. Ten years ago, I was thirteen years old when I decided to create PDV. It's had some severe ups and downs since then, but I think things can finally come to fruition if I focus hard enough!
I don't know when, but I do plan to have a few new site changes for every online PDV location there is. I need to have all of this done before July...so I have an actual deadline, this time.
Well, this was just a simple update...nothing much at all. I don't know what the future of this blog will be, but eventually, it will be something directly tied in to PDV and...well, my "public life".
Until next time~
