'Lo, ev'ryone! As a blogger of over fifteen years, well. It's been a long time since I joined a blogging event! Not since 2012's BatFit, I think...and that's—Well. Let's not talk about that utter failure. 😒 Blaugust is far more manageable for a chronically PC-bound deadbeat like me! 🤪
Ahem.
Blaugust is, well, kinda what it says on the tin! More info here 'cause...I'm not good at explaining this thing...I literally decided to join 15 minutes ago. 😬 So! Welcome to my personal blog. I am Mar, Mar Qaroll, and, again, welcome to the worldwide web's weird, weary wonderer's weaved words, a.k.a. Blacked-Out Record, a.ka. W5! 👏🏾
About Me
Aside from the lovely stuff on my blog's actual "About Me" page...here's what you need to know in a nutshell.
Firstly, I am the liquid depresso expresso with a heaping spoonful of drugs—literally (I take meds (not that these meds seem to be working). I don't talk about anything positive, even when I legitimately ty, and it's been long over a decade since I have been positive. I guess blogging about sweet nothings (literally, nothing) will help...? Maybe. I don't know. 🤷🏾♂️
Look at my extensive handful of blog entries over the years to get an idea of what I mean. 😊
I used to be semi-active in the online goth blogging scene (even got tagged that one time) from about 2011 to 2012/2013 until my depression became way too much for me to handle and I went away from home for school. Worst. Fucking. Decision. Ever. Since then...well, anyway... 😒
What you really need to know is that I'm a transmasculine storyteller who uses writing as his medium. 😃 Ink is my blood, words are my DNA. I've only ever been good at telling stories, but the execution isn't always that...good. Or so it seems; I dunno.
Sorry, I'm really depressed. 🤧 19 years and running... ✌🏾 Might do something for my 20th...
TL;DR: I'm a chronically medicated MDD'd nutjob, but dammit, I'll try this event anyway!! Yes, I am being partially sarcastic throughout this post; I won't (or will try) not to talk like this, but...to be 100% honest? I cannot promise. Depression is a BITCH and a dash of Hell. Again, and I'm serious; look at some of my previous blog posts before you decide to follow (and probably my About Me page, too).
Hell, looking at this, I wonder if I even qualify to do this event. 😒 I probably missed something about love, positivity, and peace, but I'll do it anyway, just to spite myself. 🤧
What I'd like to blog
... 😶 That, my fren, is a damn good question. My last entry here was about wanting, and essentially being, a webnovelist for all of June and...ultimately, July as well. I've taken a pause from that since...well, I won't get into that, but let's just say it meant nothing. No societal progress whatsoever. SO, I'm going to try to focus on my sandbox conworld instead, as well as some other backend storywork.
I guess that means I'll blog about...
- Trying to be active online
- What, exactly, I'll be doing online
- My endeavors (Candelabræm, Schwarz Szene, and Paneidoverse)
- Working on said endeavors...maybe
- My main WIPs (The Little Gods, Human Shed Skin, and Inverse Sequences)
- Maybe some side WIPs...
- General goings-on, which may include a buncha mundane stuff, I guess...?
- Maybe answer some prompts...
Aaaaand, that's it? Time will tell. I'll be making another post after this one, since this is just an intro post...or maybe not. According to my very bad math, there are enough prompts for all but one day? So maybe I'll try for tomorrow. We'll see. Time really is an annoying mistress... 😔
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