BBTxx Update | 2k17 Life

Firstly, for the first time in three years, I have made an entry at the Boxx. It is the longest thus far. And it gets a bit into my personal history with writing. I have a strong...and long...and trying history with writing. I look back on it, and...

Well, anyway.

So, more of Nanatsu no Taizai. It is times like these that really make me wish I...just...had people to talk to about the things I'm interested in. The things that make my eyes sparkle, my voice rise with elation and...my heart to squeeze. I've been busy on AO3 since maybe Thursday, thoroughly engrossed and obsessed with all things related to NnT and, of course, Ban the Immortal~

A photo posted by Mar Qaroll (@blaque.margin) on Jan 9, 2017 at 7:04am PST

This is pretty much my last purchase for...ever. But we'll not get into my financial situation...

My new fic is called The Four Last Things. I have an astonishing, groundbreaking, record-breaking NINE CHAPTERS uploaded and I have two more already finished! But...today is my last day submitting a chapter for a while, because, as I knew it would happen eventually, my steam is running out. I am losing confidence. But the Boxx explains more of that...

As for 2k17 itself...well...

It's been almost a month since I left my job. It's already becoming something I...wish I knew how to handle better. Well, it always was. I'm trying. I know I need to fight against myself even harder. I wish I could just...fucking kill off this pathetic side of me. I really do, and those who know would know I mean it.

It's not much, but I have kept an eye out for jobs, again. The very thought of repeating the process of the 8-hour void for days at a time makes me tremble, my eyes water...

So the small sliver lining is passing, turning to grey before the black sets in, again...