Dear 2017...

I was solemnly going to try (try, damnit, because even I know it's not so easy) to kill myself today after a short, sad night crying myself to sleep.

Then I remembered I had an appointment with my therapist and grudgingly decided against it. For whatever.

And then this:

A photo posted by Mar Qaroll (@blaque.margin) on Jan 3, 2017 at 6:06pm PST

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So here I am.

Nanatsu no Taizai has too quickly become one of my top favorite—because I don't have a "top insert-number-here" for anything—manga. And, for the first time in forever, top favorite anime, thus far. I have to keep myself from watching it again, especially nearly any scene with Ban. Damn you and your somehow impurely pure heart, Ban.

...Anyway...

Back home. Back in the cold and the anxiety and the self-doubt and the self-hate.

Oh, right, this is a "New Years" blog entry.

Righto.

I've been writing the next chapter to my Bleach fanfic, Echoup de theatre: Cache, for the past two days. Hopefully it'll be up on FF.net soon...So far I like it...not impressively so, but enough. I guess.

I only have a little bit of money (that I already spent on the items above...and more) left that actually belongs to me, that I fought for. It will not last long with my mentality. I am a person who spends money the more depressed I become. Oh wait...

Yeah.

Aaand...

I made a new Tumblr for reblogging and fandom-gasming and...things that aren't mine, I guess.

...Aaand...

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I got fatter.

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Yay.

2k17 is here.