Sunday, October 1, 2017

2k17 Hopes & Ideas Update

I'll get right into it.

I won't be going to the Rhode Island Comic Con, this year. It was just too last minute, after all. I'll try again for next year, for sure. Though...I'm already worrying about how that's going to work out...

I have officially decided my hiatus will be until New Year's. That should give me plenty of time to make new chapters for my fanfics on AO3 and I uploaded my current last chapter for my Bleach fanfiction, Echoup de théâtre: Cache, last night, anyway. This means there won't be a new chapter until next year! Loong time. Should be adequate...

I have a few videos planned for my YouTube channel. I might upload at least two times a week. That seems like a good schedule.

Today is October 1st! This means...nothing in particular. ._. Other than that I can now dress warmly, and thus far, the weather here seems to be agreeing with the notion!! Hopefully it will stay that way.

So. Expect at least two videos this week on my YouTube channel and we'll go from there...


And something has come to my attention that...I feel I should verbalize, somehow. It's nothing dreadfully serious...It's relating to me, really.

...It's about my hesitance to upload pictures of myself.

There is a reason for this.

Simply put: I hate the way I look. Everything about me, except my legs. I hate my face, I hate the upper parts of my body. I hate my arms. I hate the shape of my head. I hate everything.

Except my legs.

Once, I liked my eyes. But that was a long while ago, now...and not anymore. Seems as if my fancy has shifted to my legs, instead, now that I'm wearing more form-fitting legwear.

What I'm trying to get to is...I'm coming to realize that if I want to make a brand for myself...If I want Project DV to work out in the future...I will have to show pictures of myself. Not just videos, which, I assure you, is difficult enough as it is.

...Now, I know no one reads this, or watches my videos...or cares in general.


I'm looking ahead to a...hopefully possible positive future. Project DV...It's everything to me. Everything I do is all leading up to Project DV, in the end. I have to get out of my comfort zone. Either now, or later. Might as well start now.

People need to get to know me. They need to, if I hope for PDV to become a reality. How else will they..."trust" me, if you will? I can't think of anything else.


I will eventually start posting pictures of myself; where, I don't know; how, I don't know. But maybe only after I've uploaded more videos talking about myself. That's a good place to start...

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