The 31 Days of....

...something that was supposed to be special.

SERIOUSLY? The SyFy channel and Disney Channel are driving me nuts. No. I do not watch the fucking Disney Channel. But I saw a commercial for an episode of some show, I don't know, and what ticked me off about it was that one of the characters, male, dressed up as a GOTH for Halloween. Worst part was that he looked pretty good...and the announcer is going "Did he go too far???" and his parents are freaking out asking "Are you sure about this???" He seemed pretty serious. Yeah. Nice, Disney Channel. I have nothing to say....

In other news, I never mentioned I turned 19 on Sept. 28. Been trying to focus on my education more than I already have, but...things are just...weird, now. I don't know. My body isn't cooperating as much as it used to. I'm tired and worn out, overwhelmed...I don't know if it's my medication or what...or if it just because I burn more calories than I consume. I walk a lot, don't eat much...and I carry this ridiculously heavy bag every day...I don't know. I wouldn't know.

So. I have four days to do nothing or something. Friday, Saturday, Sunday, and Monday. My mom and I will probably go out on Friday if I don't come back from therapy too late and...most likely not spend any money whatsoever because I am broke. Won't that be fun. And unless I get a new bus pass, well, I won't be going anywhere all weekend.

This should be fun.

Right, I remember what I was going to say, now. I have two new videos, but my mom said they're way too long. Uh, yeah...they were over nine minutes long...so I'll make a new one over the weekend just to introduce myself to the internet world. I'm also going to reupload my first outfit post on another account. I didn't want to at first, but...well, I'm not sure, honestly. My Lenighma account was just for music videos I hoped to make in the future, but...I'll see how it goes.

Must I remind you this is a rant blog?