To begin

I don't want anyone to get the wrong idea here. This here blog is all about me. Sure, that's what I said about my LiveJournal account, but...this is different. This blog will be for my rants related to:

• Project DV
• My Hot Blood Workout
• My future:
• Styles
• Mischievous doings
• PDV
• Opinions
• My road to my ultimate dream...

And anything else that I don't want certain eyes of my community to find so easily simply because I don't wanna hear them talk about it. I'm not "afraid", I'm not "worried". It's just annoying as all get-out to listen to.

Also, this blog is completely unscripted with direct connections to content on M.E.I. via Tron; unfiltered, unlike my LiveJournal. If you don't know what I'm talking about, then you will have many problems trying to figure out what I'll be talking about in the future.

To begin, I've been wondering about the newest style I've taken interest in: Lolita. It seems to be the most...complicating of all the styles I've ever liked. To be clear, I would never consider myself a lolita. I consider myself to be a goth with interests in lolita and would have a wardrobe that incorporates lolita styles.

My rants. Yes. It's been a while since I've taken interest in my old rants...This time, I hope for them to be real. The real deal coming from a born and raised Muslim girl. I want to blow people's minds away and let those like me (as I can't be the only one!?) see that they aren't alone. They can't be. A cruel, cruel world if I'm wrong.

Originally, I was going to post my video rants on YouTube and my site, but since I'm going to be getting rid of M.E.I., I'll just upload them on YouTube and then embed them here. Nowhere else. Not LiveJournal, of course. Hell no.

...So much to organize...

To all who read this, I want you to know that I'm just being honest with myself, here. I've had to deal with being afraid to be the real me in my community my whole life up until now and I'm not going to do that anymore. I know where my head is at, I know what I'm doing, no matter how bizarre and daring it is, and I'm still a Muslim. Nothing will ever change that.