Hold that thought

I just remembered something that is worth talking about. I swear this isn't depressing and angsty this time.

I'm a member of a cult in VampireFreaks called VF_Connecticut and to make a long story short, I've discovered that there are indeed alternative/gothic events that happen right in the area I live at!! The hell have I been all these years and months, eh?? The only problem is, this "Goth, Darkwave, EBM, Industrial both old, new and hardline, Noise, and EBM" club called Ulteria that is within walking distance from my house is 21+ only. Not to mention, even if I was 21...it would be kind of stupid to go. Well...


Personally, I don't think there's anything wrong with going to a club, even though I am a Muslim. So what the fuck, clubs can be for socializing, you know, not just dancing, getting drunk, high, whatever. It'd only be stupid for me to go now because I have no experience whatsoever of club life, have no one to go with (sans my mom, and even that is a bad idea), have nothing to wear, not to mention how awkward it would be for me personally, and I'd rather go with someone who knows the local scene or is part of the scene and has done this sort of thing before. Unfortunately, I personally know no one of the sort. I know, I know...I have to start networking. Damn my sheltered upbringing and shy nature to the darkest depths of hell.

*Ahem* Before I go all emo on you...

I'm just glad the scene isn't as dead as I thought around here. It was just as I thought, is all: one has to be part of the subcultures and/or know someone who is in order to hear about anything. Sort of. My brother did see a poster of it in some obscure location...or was it a coffee shop...? Why haven't I seen...???

Right. Pretty...good news...I suppose...

I need to work on my self-esteem..